Yay!

I´m getting a dog! On monday! Yaaay!!

Oh, is that you, Jack?

So, it seems that my romance with Mr. Nemo isn´t over. I finished Portrait of a Killer on thursday night, and thought that was it.

On friday I wanted to relax with a movie and pulled From Hell out of the movie shelf. I bought it about a year ago, not knowing what it was about, only that my sister liked it. I hadn´t seen it yet and felt it was time. I was really surprised when i found out that the movie is about my darling Jack! Well, Mr. Depp is in focus, and they got it all wrong, but still...

I have been visiting a friend this weekend, and of course I found a book about Mr. Nemo there. Just had to read a bit! And tonight a Ripper movie is on tv, so it seems my days with Jack is not yet over. He is not ready to leave me. And I like having him around.

Goodbye Jack

My friendship with Jack is not over but it is time to let him go. He has a bad influence on me, and makes me wanna rip flesh like he did. I have resisted the temptation though, and now I am at a point where calm has replaced the manic need to rip. I really like Jack, strange as it may sound. I like his feeling of superiority. What to say? He was a killer with a truly sick mind, but I like him. Goodbye for now, Jack, I´ll see you again sooner or later.

Imogen Heap

Loooove this song! Looove Imogen!

Gone gone

The need to slash someone open is gone. Luckily.

Argh

I so wanna kill someone right now. With a sharp but not too large knife. It doesn´t matter who it is, but preferably someone who disgusts me. I have a lot of rage bottled up and I need to get it out. Seing someone elses blood being spilled by my hand seem just the way to cool my temper.


Oh my, I think I just exploded...

I wonder, wonder....

I wonder why I have five blogs. Why do I feel the need to have five blogs? Why can´t I just gather all I have on my mind in one blog? I have one blog for the cats, one for my knitting and stuff, one witchy blog, one more like a diary and this one which is "secret". With so many blogs I could spend the whole day blogging. Oh well, I really like blogging. And I do feel the need to give different parts of my personality and interest their own space. Is my ego too big, when I feel the need to spread myself on the internet like this? Is it a symptom of me needing more room than I should need?

I don´t think I should be thinking about this. It isn´t good for my self asteem. Nope. I do not occupy too much space. And I deserve to have as many blogs as I want. Yup!