I really am. Something has happened to me, because when I look in the mirror I no longer look slim and slender. I am big. Bigger than ever. Heavy. My face is round, and I have several sets of "handles" on my sides. My ass is enormous. I can barely squeeze into my biggest trousers.
When I walked to work earlier today I could feel all the fat on my body, my ass making huge movements. What has happened to me?
Summer is coming on fast, and I´m gonna look like this on the beach!
I feel like shit! I have to talk to my shrink about this tomorrow. Once again he will tell me that this is just an obsession. It is not real. Just a part of my illness. Yeah well, it really doesn´t matter to me that I actually still fit size Extra Small and that people tell me I´m just a tiny little person. I really do feel fat, heavy, sweaty and disgusting.
You know... the really funny thing is I think round women are lush and gorgeous. I should be happy about feeling and looking big....
Monday, February 23, 2009
Rhiannon is a fat pig
Posted by Rhiannon at 9:12 PM
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I'm not sure I believe you. I'm sure you're as slim as ever! But we'll see when I come to see you again... maybe next week...? :)
Btw, I think I've got quite a few kilos' head start on becoming that woman in the picture... And I can't seem to stop eating lately! Lol, good thing you think round women are gorgeous, because your future wife will be quite ROUND if she goes on eating like this! ;)
What did your shrink say?
He said "obsessive thinking", get over it.... And then he gave me homework to next week - throwing my obsessive thoughts in the trash.
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