I don´t feel too good...
It´s a new year and stuff, and I feel like an old boot that should be thrown out.
I don´t feel fresh and new. I feel pessimistic. Fat again. Stupid. Sloppy. Lazy. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!
I try to focus on the good things in my life. My daughter, my pets, my great job. I even have a boyfriend that for some reason loves me. Only, this isn´t enough for me. wanna run away. Put on my shoes, start walking and never stop. Never ever stop.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Happy new year!
Posted by Rhiannon at 12:07 AM
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That's how I normally feel about new year's. This is the first time I haven't been depressed about the whole thing. I still want to run away to wherever I end up, though. I don't think I'll ever be satisfied enough. I'll always want to take off and live like a vagabond or something. Carelessly. And without any commitments. Maybe I was a gypsy in a former life ;)
I miss you! We have to have that restaurant date soon! ;)
Yeah, I miss you too! How about in the beginning of february? Perfect sushi time! :D
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