Healing

I got healing againg on thursday. This time we focused on on making different aspects of my personality work together. The other day I wrote that I feel that my Up and Down personality is something I feel I must hide. Well, on thursday the two personalities was introduced to each other. At first both were small and shy, but slowly they warmed up to each other. Finally they acknowledged each other, hugged, and melted together to one big glowing ball of love and understanding.
I put that ball to my heart and it melted into it and became part of me again - only stronger and healthier than when they were separated. It was very moving!

Since then I have been feeling like I´m running an emotional marathon. My emotions speed from angry to happy to loving to frightened to safe to extatic to irritated to .... well, you get the drift. I am SO close to exhausted right now. But at the same time this is all very exiting and I wouldn´t be without this experience. And hopefully I will be able to use the different aspects of my personality when I need them instead of them controlling me when this cool down.

And now: work! :)